Observation: Life

   So there I am in life ... sucking at it. I built a successful career and I let it slip away. I ignored the human factor in life, ignored my inner voice, and blamed others for my failures. I was lashing out and not reflecting in. Like.A.Big.Dumb.Idiot!   Since my entire industry was moving out… Continue reading On the topic of losing … Part Three

On the topic of losing ...I had to learn to first be ok with were I was at my life. My starting life-goals were to be rich and comfortable, I can hear you laughing at this point. Something about me; I was a rock-star in my twenties! I started off as a temporary employee and… Continue reading On the topic of losing … Part Two

Speaking of losing, what does one do when they have lost everything? When everything you worked for is gone. When the stress of the effort placed into a task is now made invalid? When the thief of agony replaces the joy of success? I saw darknessWell actually I didn't lose everything.... it only felt like… Continue reading On the topic of losing … Part One

How many times have I tried to pick up writing again and then fall on my face? Should I instead look at the number of times I tried instead of the failure, right?The last couple of years have been pretty hard. Depression is not something that is talked about when you are injured. It is… Continue reading Failing …… succesfully?

Has it been a year! So much crap has happened the last three years and blogging has gotten away from me. I do like writing but it seems like I have the world on my shoulders and so......I do miss it, it's why I am here now. I'm getting to a point where I need… Continue reading Has it been a year?