Observation: Life

Kind of researching the idea of renting my own place instead of having roommates. I found myself looking for places where we used to live, during our happiest period... god damn it

Fay, I will always love you. However I assign hate to your decision. One of the best things to happen to me and you end it cause you're confused. I hate your choice.

Thank you for grabbing my hand and showing me the universe. It meant a lot to me and I am sorry that it is over. You'll always be my little rainbow.

SO geez, really!? I make mountains of  progress during a period of great tragedy. I do so much work to protect my heart from you baby. I move on and find someone else, someone great. We match and connect, several times. Somehow you made it past my walls, just like you did the first time… Continue reading The time I thought I let go

I can generally move about my life now. Sort of, she is still constantly in my thoughts. These thoughts don't bring me to my knees anymore. I progressively struggle with the idea of being single. I am opening up to this idea and this period of new self work. Then I have moments, like just… Continue reading I miss you Faylene