Boy I need to really remember to sit down and type my thoughts.
Anyways, I am able to see her without breaking down now. Thumbs up!
I still want her back. She tried to hold my hand today and it took everything I had to not hold her hand back. I miss her so much. Crying as I type this….sometimes it’s to much. I just can’t handle life without her.
I still dread going to bed. Did I tell you that? Yeah I am so used to sleeping next to her. The touch of her skin, the smell of our bed, the heat from her body…our heart beats.