I still struggle

Boy I need to really remember to sit down and type my thoughts.

Anyways, I am able to see her without breaking down now. Thumbs up!

I still want her back. She tried to hold my hand today and it took everything I had to not hold her hand back. I miss her so much. Crying as I type this….sometimes it’s to much. I just can’t handle life without her.

I still dread going to bed. Did I tell you that? Yeah I am so used to sleeping next to her. The touch of her skin, the smell of our bed, the heat from her body…our heart beats.

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