I stopped crying.
It was day 8.
I have had a few moment where I would water up but what they say about breathing…it really works. I talk with my friends about this and I came to the agreement ( I am trusting their judgement now, mine sucks apparently) that hypothetically if she were to want to try again I would say no. I have my [private] list of reasons. Really, just to be honest, I want nothing more than to take her back. Oh if I could just have one more day of her.
Dear Greatest love of my life,
Your beautiful spirit calmed my heart. The winds changed direction and you disappeared.
But I’m cool, totally cool.
Observation: Life 