So there is a silver lining Photo dive as all bad break ideas start. Wave and wave of memories, little movies of love and light. Laugh here. I love you in the morning. Butt squeeze as you brush your teeth. Rolling on the couch laughing. Making out in the creeks and rivers. Dinner together. Dancing… Continue reading The phase of my mind fuck [Hit myself with a hammer, sure!]
The phase of my mind fuck [REBELLION!]
Hello Tinder! Time to fill this swirling vortex of depression is some good ol.....oh she doesn't look like her. Yeah and her hair isn't curly like hers. And this one is to OHDAMNIT!
The phase of my mind fuck [Lacrimation]
"I cried" The requiem of our last song I am not sure how I functioned. I don't even remember eating. I feel something bad coming on. Oh look people on faceboo.....oh shit I posted the break up on facebook.
The phase of my mind fuck [Verbal Defense?]
After the first 15 minutes something inside said this is not ok. I am not ok with this. Like fuck no this is wrong. Hey this is really motherfucking bad here. LIKE GOD DAMN IT WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING. HAVE YOU LOST YOUR FUCKING MIND. and after that it's a blur. I cry,… Continue reading The phase of my mind fuck [Verbal Defense?]
The phase of my mind fuck [Total disbelief].
Total disbelief...lasted 15 minutes. I casually dried off after she said it. I dried off because I had just washed her dogs in the shower. I didn't want that creek water hurting their skin. I was very mater of the fact, like I rationalized everything she said as for the best. Gah! Fuck. I always… Continue reading The phase of my mind fuck [Total disbelief].
Observation: Life 